Dear Kuyz!

A Birthday Message To My Dear Andrei

When I had you, I was not ready, And if you’ll ask me BACK THEN, I could give you a thousand reasons why?

But now is not a question of how ready I was but it was an answer of how’d I become as your Mom as years pass by?

And I know that question can only be answered by no one but you. But believe me when I say, even if I was not prepared back then, it did not mean I did not want to be your mom

For I know, it will be the experience, and NOTHING else will prepare me for that

And for God knows, having you as my first born will always be the best experience I could ever have in my life, READY or NOT?

22 years, Oh MY, how time had really passed.

We could not turn BACK the time, but I know we still have a lot of time. To catch up, to patch up, or even to snap chat. AND I want you to know that I am thankful a millionfold to God because you grew up as a MAN He molded you to be.

And IF I could ask for more but IT WILL BE JUST to pray TO GOD TO continually guide YOU ON WHATEVER DIRECTIONS HE WANTED YOU TO TAKE AND always REMEMBER IN YOUR HEART THAT I'M JUST HERE ON EVERY STEP OF THAT JOURNEY!