I am Strong... but I am Tired

I tried but I became weak

In a journey that was never been quick

I thought I was strong

But now I was wrong

I am strong, but I am tired

God knows I tried

But I guess it’s time to rest

On this journey that I thought I gave my best!

I am strong, I won’t give up.

But why giving up is always a sign that you are weak,

and why being weak always comes down to being a loser, like no matter how you tried, it will not be enough at all!

I am strong, but how I wish I was that weak,

too weak that I did not have a chance to start,

too weak at least from the start I know my best was not enough after all!

I am strong and I thought I will not be tired.

Too strong to fool myself to believe that I can do it by myself.

But now just like a lighted candle that no matter it shined, eventually, it will never last at all!

I am strong but why do I feel tired?

I could have the courage and all the strength as my gear.

But with all these battles I have faced and life getting tougher each day, is it okay to think that for me this could have been all?

And from my heart...

Minsan mas okay na maging mahina, At least alam mo kung hanggang saan lang ang kaya mong ibigay. Kesa naman laban ng laban, sa bandang huli hindi mo naman alam kung mananalo ka. Pero ang mas masakit pa dun alam mong malakas ka pero nag-iisa ka kinakaya mo lahat.

Minsan pala mas okay na rin maging mahina. At least alam mong hanggang dun ka lang. Kesa sa malakas ka, pero unti unti ka naman palang nauubos. Yun bang para kang kandila, ganoon ang pakiramdam. Sa umpisa, binibigay mo lahat ng liwanag para sa iba, pero kapag upos ka na me silbe ka pa ba sa kanila.

Matapang ako oo, malakas ako oo.Pero hindi ba pwede mapagod? Hindi ba pwedeng malakas pero napagod? O matapang na pwede naman din naming napapagod?