I tried but I became weak
In a journey that was never been quick
I thought I was strong
But now I was wrong
I am strong, but I am tired
God knows I tried
But I guess it’s time to rest
On this journey that I thought I gave my best!
I am strong, I won’t give up.
But why giving up is always a sign that you are weak,
and why being weak always comes down to being a loser, like no matter how you tried, it will not be enough at all!
I am strong, but how I wish I was that weak,
too weak that I did not have a chance to start,
too weak at least from the start I know my best was not enough after all!
I am strong and I thought I will not be tired.
Too strong to fool myself to believe that I can do it by myself.
But now just like a lighted candle that no matter it shined, eventually, it will never last at all!
I am strong but why do I feel tired?
I could have the courage and all the strength as my gear.
But with all these battles I have faced and life getting tougher each day, is it okay to think that for me this could have been all?
And from my heart...